lee down's "Shit Fuck Damn"

Shit Fuck Damn
Here I was
Waiting
Sure only two days
But waiting
Anxiously
For today
Today?
What's today?
Today she said she'd see me.
Is she?
No!
She's not coming over till late
tomorrow night!!!
Shit Fuck Damn
I hate that!
I hate this note,
poem or whatever!
What am I going to do now?
She missed me
I asked her
You know what her answer was
I missed you a little.
What is that?!
I miss her a lot!
Why do I feel this way?
Is this wrong?
How should I feel?
I miss you a little!
Geez!
Says she likes me
But tells herself not to.
What is that?!
What does this mean?
Does anyone know?
Can anyone help me?
Please?  please?
Can't you see?
I'm hurting inside,
lost in my mind.
Don't know what do do,
And don't know where to hide.
Oh God!  Agony straining
Voice cracking and waning.
I guess I just have to wait.
Shit Fuck Damn!

by Lee Down, ah019@FreeNet.Carleton.CA