Our neighbor invited me and Brian to their 2 year old boy's birthday party. I feel enlivened, we never talk - only busy polite exchanges until today. This should have happened much earlier, but early enough that it is still early sunday afternoon when I wrote this sentiment. It's cold again after a week of warmer weather, I am in bed, typing on my laptop on a mini tray. So much to do today, I wonder where I went wrong - with time I mean. Or, intensions. What of nature then? who am I, what was, what will be? Never at present am I ;-) That's what went wrong! (past tense already, now?)